November 6, 2005

Fall Sweeps

Fall Sweeps week has come and gone, but my life stays in flux.

I'm still waiting for that week after the time chages when that warm, fuzzy, pre-winter feeling sweeps over me like sitting wrapped in a throw, sipping hot cocoa, on an oversized couch. Still waiting...

For a pro-active someone, this standstill I find myself in is both debilitating and confusing. I'm not sure why my life is on pause, as if someone pushed the button and forgot to come back but the DVD player has not yet shutdown, my image frozen in this moment on the screen--bare. It's unnerving!

How did this happen to me? I don't remember letting it, but I guess somewhere along the line I did. Life doesn't happen, unless you let it.

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