Falling back

Maybe it's the time change, maybe it's because we met around this time two years ago--but I'm overcome with desire to call my ex...my ex from the "relationship that shall not be named". Today will be spent distracting myself from scratching that sore itch.

As far as recurring nightmares go...Taurean's on the same lax team as my personal foray with my Mr. Big...sadly in my reality, he's brown and not nearly as successful but even more imbued with that loathsome i-banker arrogance.

Guess it's just that time of year...to fall back into past mistakes and relive, hopefully on just a surreal level, the missed steps of my youth.